It's graphic, it's disturbing.

0h_mr_magazine @ 2006-09-28T21:32:00

2006-09-29T01:33:03Z

http://paramorefans.com/photos/albums/userpics/TREOS-Paramore13.jpg

That picture makes me sad. Whyyyyy didn't I go to that? D:

0h_mr_magazine @ 2006-09-27T21:02:00

2006-09-28T01:04:01Z

jdvjdf They're arguing and I'm freezing and shaking but it's not cold and my hands are sweating and I feel like I'm going to throw up and I hate this. I hate it so much.

0h_mr_magazine @ 2006-09-27T19:22:00

2006-09-27T23:23:27Z

http://community.livejournal.com/theacademyis/1466799.html

Can I die right now plz? Ugh I love Tom make him come back D: It won't be the same, I know it.

You're so pathetic, give it a rest.

2006-09-23T18:10:51Z

Omg it's anotherrrr update. This is the negative serious one, there'll probably be a postive one after it though.

So I really don't think you have any idea how I've been feeling lately which might've lead to this "change" everyone thinks I've gone through. Do you think that finding out my parents are going to get seperated sometime soon was good news for me? Do you know how it felt to have your "best friend" not say one word to you about how you've been feeling and ask if you're okay? It isn't any better when I find out that my grandma might have cancer and go through a scare of my mom possibly having it too. They aren't even sure if something is definately wrong or not. Talking to people like Kelsey and Sam and Briana and Amanda and Breanna and maybeee even Nicole helps me forget about all the shit going on in my life. You have no idea how much everything has been fucking with me lately and you trying to act all tough and say you hate me is not going to break me no matter how hard you try. Losing a friendship that would've ended at some point anyway amounts no where near to everything else I've been through. Sorry, you're stuck with me, face it. I know my friends don't hate me and I really don't give a shit if some are pretending to like me. They're not worth it anyway. And I'm the immature one here? I'd like to see you try to keep yourself together every day the way I have to. I can't wait until I go to college and get my dream job and help all the people that have helped me through everything. And I don't care if anyone thinks I can't do it, I know I can and everyone knows about that saying that if you want something bad enough you can get it. And I definately want this enough to give up everything for it. Just wait until I'm the one everyone is jealous of at the high school reunions. I really don't give a shit if this makes me sound like a have a huge ego. I know I'm a genuine person and I'm the farthest from fake, sorry. Ugh, just typing all this out makes me so excited. So have a nice life because I really have nothing else to say.

I LOVE YOU SAM, KELSEY, BRIANA, AMANDA, BREANNA AND NICOLE OKAY?

0h_mr_magazine @ 2006-09-22T22:22:00

2006-09-23T02:23:31Z

HAHAHAHAHAHA.

[edits!] Oh goddd, I can't wait until I'm amazingly successful and out of here with only amazing people around me. HI IT'S 11:11 LET'S WISH FOR MY FUTURE SO I CAN MAKE EVERYONE'S LIVES BETTER. Well, not everyone, but you know what I mean. My super high tech McDonalds phone is ringing, sry lj it's important. Come on, look at that thing, excuse my mouth though.

0h_mr_magazine @ 2006-09-21T16:19:00

2006-09-21T20:28:28Z

I proooomised Kelsey I'd post a picture of my amazing taco box. Because I thought of her when I saw it, duh.

And apparently my hair wins? Everyone who realized it was cut seemed to like it. Ohhh I just win I guess.

0h_mr_magazine @ 2006-09-20T18:03:00

2006-09-20T22:05:19Z

OH MY FUCKING GOD.
http://www.ticketmaster.com/event/00003D34C1F1A2B9?artistid=783767&majorcatid=10001&minorcatid=60

THAT MADE ME SO EXCITED OMGGG. I'M GOING NO MATTER WHAT. I LOVE YOU AFIIIIII. COME TO NY ALWAYS.

0h_mr_magazine @ 2006-09-14T15:48:00

2006-09-14T20:18:31Z

Oh oh I have like idk how long to do this because my mom might be home early idkkk. So like, Saturday was Showbread day, fo sho. And I took like 100 pictures, 80% being showbread. Josh is like ughhh amazing. He likes to hum while he signs shirts. And put his hair in a ponytail. Which is oddly attractive. I wish I took a picture.
BUT! I have other pictures of Showbread being amazing along with Roses Are Red and A Change of Pace so I'll show you those insteaaaad. And maybe my video if it ever uploads D:

Showbread was first, which made me sad because I wanted them to play forever. I'm so gonna guess what songs these pictures were taken in. And the setlist. In no order. Right now.

Pachycephalosaurus
Mouth Like A Magazine
Dead by Dawn
Oh! Emetophobia!
So Selfish It's Funny
Welcome to Plainfield Tobe Hooper
WTF THAT'S ALL I REMEMBER I HOPE THAT WASN'T IT.

They were totally soundchecking.

Pachycephalosaurus probably because it was the first song.

Patrick being Josh's brother in Pachycephalosaurus.

Josh making a one. I don't remember why.

ugh. Josh being attractive.

Tae being supah close.

Justin being wayyy back there.

Lol this looks funny. Josh playing the keyboard in Pachycephalosaurus.

Josh closing his eyes because I keep taking pictures of him and it's flashy. Or something.

mmmm. Just mmm.

Lol JD. I think his name is JD? I don't feel like checking. Some two letters.

Josh and his silly shorts.

Josh's ghetto face. fo sho.

My dad seems to think he moves in a gay fashion. Hmm.

Josh bending over on the drum.

:O there is a keytar in his haaand. Foooo shooo.

Josh totally hugging himself in Oh! Emetophobia!

Idkkk.

Typical Tae facee.

Patrick being Josh's brother again.

Josh talking about WYNO. Or was it WNYO? idk.

Tae bumpin 88.9 fo sho.

Josh with waterr.

Josh cutting off his hand in Dead By Dawn.

A Change of Pace! Mmmm they were good, why don't I listen to them? wtf. I so will now, I swear. Fo sho.

Roses Are Red. Ughhh good. Btw, it was like super dark and I couldn't see anything on my screen so I was like so guessing where to take pictures. So the angles are really weird.

He has a super big mouth, fo sho.

He has a super silly moustache.

Look at that moustache.

AMAZING THINGS I GOT: shirt signed by aaaaall of Showbread, my ticket signed by 4/5 of A Change of Pace I think, show poster, signed by 4/5 of Roses Are Red. The drummers kept hiding D:

BEST PART OF THE NIGHT: Learning how to pick up girls with french fries, fo sho.

And I totally just realized I posted like 45893 pictures. Ooops.

0h_mr_magazine @ 2006-09-10T16:15:00

2006-09-10T20:41:11Z

Okay okay, I know the state fair was 8 days ago but I don't care? I didn't upload my pictures from it until today so I'm doing an entry today.

So, the night started off cool, everyone was like fuck these chairs and then went up front but we all got yelled at and had to go back to our seats. Which reduced the fun level by like 34534654645% I got some pictures of The Honorary Title (aka the title) while we were still up front though.

First Adam sighting. Notice the brown hair.

Circa was amaaazing. Notice the hot backdrop. And the lack of amazing pictures D:

Idk, it looked funny.

TBS=amazing. As always.

Notice pretty gay boy. He was like, the gayest boy I've ever seen.

The hand just makes it more amazing.

Oh, and look at my hot set list.

Expect a video of Adam talking about his dad's car and pictures from last night tomorrow or the day after.

0h_mr_magazine @ 2006-09-08T19:37:00

2006-09-08T23:41:24Z

So like, school is dumb already? Yeah idk I hate it get it away plz. AND GUESS WHAT BRIANA I DIDN'T ASK WHAT WE WERE TALKING ABOUT, OOPS. Stop being crazy right now. So I think my dad is taking me to see Showbread? Oh shit I'm excited. All we need is mom's car. Or my dad's truck to not be a whore and get fixed. And I don't know what I'm typing? Oh shit there's macaroni and cheese downstairs and I have to eat it or I'll explode. There better not be any of those rusty spoons down there. BRIANA KEEP THEM AWAY, OKAY? HIS EYES SCARE ME SO DOES HIS VOICE AND EVERYTHING ELSE OKAY? YEAH.

OH SHIT I BETTER MEET JOSH DIES OMG OMG I'LL DIE HAPPY.

You make me oh so sick.

2006-09-05T17:09:49Z

Kay so I have like 489534 sns so I'm getting rid of Adamheartstripes tomorrow because I don't want it anymore and people just use it to bother me about things they can't do themselves. So yeah, say gooooodbye to it.

0h_mr_magazine @ 2006-08-21T00:56:00

2006-08-21T01:01:02Z

Kay, so this is Sam. I wanted to update brittneys lj so I am! She has to pee really bad and we're still in the car on the way home from Pennsylvania. I think he bladder is going to explode. Hershey park was fun. There were roller coasters. And they were fun. And there were chickens. And they were fun. We ate them. Good night.

0h_mr_magazine @ 2006-08-17T12:21:00

2006-08-17T16:22:29Z

Ohhh no. I'm going to be gone Thursday through Sunday or Monday. I hope we get to stay in a Paris Hilton.

0h_mr_magazine @ 2006-08-17T00:03:00

2006-08-17T04:04:22Z

LET'S GO TO THE PARIS HILTON! right now plz. And stay in her. With all the beds and continental breakfasts.

0h_mr_magazine @ 2006-08-13T21:35:00

2006-08-14T01:48:45Z

So right now I feel like I'm going to throw up all over my monitor. I've never really written about anything that explained how I felt or whatever in an update but right now I just feel like I need to. Everyone seems to think I have the perfect family and that my parents are the best in the world and I would probably agree with them. I love my family more than they know and I know they love me as much as I do. About 40 minutes ago my mom called me downstairs because her and my dad wanted to talk to me. I'm like, about something stupid, right? Well guess what. My parents might get fucking divorced. What happened to my perfect family? I had no idea this was coming, at all. My parents have always seemed like they love eachother and they really never have fought in front of me. But I guess them not ever fighting was a bad thing. I have no fucking idea how I feel about this right now. I've seen how divorced families work and I don't want to go through that at all. This is all just so unexpected I don't even have any thoughts going through my head. And I know all of this is probably the worst English you've ever seen but I really don't give a shit. I can't think straight, therefore I can't type straight. There you go lj, a real update for once.

0h_mr_magazine @ 2006-07-29T23:38:00

2006-07-30T04:24:36Z

Okay, so it's like 12:01 and I'm still on, this is hot. Even though my eyes are screaming at me. I want to be blind by the time I'm 4. Oh wait. Uh uh, this post is to remind me what I'm doing with my life so I don't forget. Okay okay. Number one: Graduat(e) high school. Number two: Go to Columbia college in Chicago. Number three: Go back to NY and start up a venue. Number four: Let Kelsey design the venue. Number five: Start a record label. Number six: Give Kelsey a job at the label. Number seven: Let Kelsey decorate the office. Number eight: Only sign artists that make songs for Kelsey. Number nine: Sign lil jon no matter what. Number ten: Buy a house. Number eleven: Make the outside platinum and cover it in diamonds (grill, duh.). Number twelve(looks like you): Let Kelsey live in my house. Number thirteen: Be amazing. Oh wait, I already did that. Okay woah, this is kind of a real post? Since when do I do those? Fuck checking this over, I don't care about spelling at 12:16 am. Warped is in 3 days SHH IT'S STILL SATURDAY IDC. I'm still reaaaally excited but Underoath needs to stop playing on my itunes or I'll cryyy. TAI makes me really happy right now, omg sam get the ducky right now and don't forget it! I need it lots. Holy shit, this almost fills the whole box. I'm excited. Why am I excited about a long LJ entry? wtf. It's 12:21. Time is going by slow. I think the warped tour hates me and doesn't want to ever come. I want it to be Monday right now. I like rollercoasters a lot and I'm rambling. I don't like rambling. I should stop now. Night night LJ. Even thought I'm not going to bed.

OH MY GOD

2006-07-28T22:20:04Z

"Underoath have left Warped Tour due to personal reasons. They were not suspended or asked to leave by the tour, but will not be finishing out the final two weeks."

I think I just died.

0h_mr_magazine @ 2006-07-26T19:12:00

2006-07-26T23:15:54Z

OKAY OKAY. I have a new aim sn because it's amaaazing. skeetle ftw Because someone else in the world uses the word 'skeetle' besides me and kelsey. Wtf at that. Or should I say ftw? Uhh what elseeee, OH YEAH.
HAPPY ~~BIRTH~~SKEETDAY KELSEYYYYY :D

0h_mr_magazine @ 2006-07-24T21:25:00

2006-07-25T01:34:46Z

=

lol mmmm. gay.

0h_mr_magazine @ 2006-07-24T13:35:00

2006-07-24T18:56:56Z

On your current playlist, hit shuffle and pick the first twenty songs on the list no matter how cheesy or embarrassing, and write down a line of the song.
Try to avoid putting the song title in the line.
Then, have your friends comment and see if they know the songs [you're not allowed to Google them, either!].

1: I'm trying to find out if my words have any meaning. Lackluster and full of contempt when it always ends the same.
2. Like the oldest movie I ever saw was the one we wrote together
3. I never said you meant that much to me I cared a little but you wouldn’t believe
4. Sleepless nights, painful goodbyes. Who the hell was I kidding?
5. Don't call the ambulance, You are so unlucky
6. You said we're not celebrities, we spark and fade, they die by threes
7. Pretend to be you, your friends will like you more than they used to
8. And then she looked at me to scream "my castles are falling"
9. get to the point, get it across, to the boys at the top of the ladder
10. You took me over the edge And left me there to fall by myself
11. It started off from the get go. I’ll kill to remember and you’ll drink to forget.
12. Strike us like matches, cause everyone deserves the flames We only do it for the scars and stories, not the fame
13. Could this be out of line? To say you're the only one breaking me down like this
14. I think that I'm missing something A subtle target on my heart
15. You'd see me burning but the burning's turning smokeless
16. you're asleep inside all toastie and warm get out of bed it's time to perform
17. There's something wrong, cause everybody knows That we can do this on our own
18. Beautiful things that spring from these rows with their musical names and musical sounds, and musical sounds
19. Well in fact, well I'll look at it this way, I mean technically our marriage is saved
20. I can't begin to explain this infatuation that I've grown with you And all that has to do with every moment that I'm here and you're not.

psss: val, it's gay ryan! mmmm.

0h_mr_magazine @ 2006-07-20T19:15:00

2006-07-20T23:27:52Z

OMG NEEDS TO GO.

0h_mr_magazine @ 2006-07-16T15:24:00

2006-07-16T19:25:47Z

GOD PORN IS AMAZING.
http://drew.corrupt.net/bp/
LOOK, YOU KNOWWW YOU WANT TO.

0h_mr_magazine @ 2006-07-15T21:44:00

2006-07-16T01:47:30Z

MMMM SKEETER. i think he skeetz.
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
mmmm gaybow.

HOORAY BEER!

2006-07-09T22:54:45Z

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BfGkhhm4vXw

ZOMG!

2006-07-07T19:34:36Z

Crisis! At the Toaster.(edit!)Oven.
I burned my bagel bites D':